Well, I’m in the midst of my first major migraine of 2009. That didn’t take long, did it? I’m so proud of myself, though. I didn’t leave work. I turned out the light in my office and trudged right through it.
Of course, I called Doc Allan and begged for pain meds once I got home. She cooperated and called in some lortab (generic: hydrocodone).
As we sit here I’m feeling a bit stoned and not completely pain-free but close.
I’ve never used drugs for “fun.” I have other vices. Never smoked anything, not even a cigarette. Never taken a pill that wasn’t specifically prescribed for me. All that said, I do enjoy the feeling I get from taking a pain pill. The lost feeling. The “I don’t care” feeling. The almost pain-free feeling.
I will never use drugs for fun. But damn, its tempting.