The BiPolar Express

A Glimpse Through the Looking Glass

Frustration February 10, 2009

Filed under: Moods — matildebonaparte @ 4:13 am
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I can’t really explain it.  I’ve been fighting depression all evening.  I’m feeling like giving up on everything. My health, my love life, my…everything.  Its so frusrating.  I don’t think I can take a lot more.

I’m currently undecided about my job.  I’m tempted to start looking for a new one.  On the other hand, I really do like where I am, with the exception of the “big boss.”  Luckily I don’t really have to interact with him very often.  He’s a hateful man.  I really can’t stand him.

I also want to start looking for a new place to live.  Its rapidly getting to the point that I hate this place.  So cramped and small and expensive.  I don’t suppose it could hurt me to start looking, could it?

I’ll figure it all out. I always do.  Dad & Bobbi are down for a few weeks to help Uncle Dale out with G&G.  I’m planning on spending next weekend with them so maybe I’ll talk it over with them some then.


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