I can’t really explain it. I’ve been fighting depression all evening. I’m feeling like giving up on everything. My health, my love life, my…everything. Its so frusrating. I don’t think I can take a lot more.
I’m currently undecided about my job. I’m tempted to start looking for a new one. On the other hand, I really do like where I am, with the exception of the “big boss.” Luckily I don’t really have to interact with him very often. He’s a hateful man. I really can’t stand him.
I also want to start looking for a new place to live. Its rapidly getting to the point that I hate this place. So cramped and small and expensive. I don’t suppose it could hurt me to start looking, could it?
I’ll figure it all out. I always do. Dad & Bobbi are down for a few weeks to help Uncle Dale out with G&G. I’m planning on spending next weekend with them so maybe I’ll talk it over with them some then.